Ulli Meta

Shaping Existence

I am here with the 1000 worlds I have traveled 
The only form that remains eternal 
Is the light and love you realize in your heart 
Knowing you loved 

And truly were loved in return 

I am here with a 1000 hands helping us to build our world 
The house you and I dream of with so many rooms 
And windows to explore the unfathomed nature 
Let me see what you see 

Let me sense what you sense 

I am melting with you into the sunset for a 1000 moments 
Diving deep like dolphins discover the ocean 
Like butterflies freeing themselves from their cocoon 
I become and I am becoming my own 

No longer losing the essence of being 

Symbiotic forms of former days a 1000 years back then 
Idealization by fathers and mothers 
They never were mine, they never felt right 
They always were in separate lives 

I could not get close, I could not escape 

Now a 1000 spaces away on the other side 
I have broken the spell, escaped yesterday’s hell 
The past is gone, the storm is over 
I am who I am 
The pain is over, the fear is gone 

I am who I am 

I still remember those days like an old friend 
From a distance now, but I don’t live in those memories 
You cannot forget where you came from 
Otherwise you will repeat the past for forever 

I know now I have arrived here at this higher place of love

(copyright Ulli Meta 2022)